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Hey guys. I know I haven't been on in a while. I've been solely on here with my new iPod touch 5 I got for Hannukah, but with school, homework and drama, and life drama, I've been too busy. I'm glad I had the moment the other day to put that poem up.
I've been going through some stuff recently, about a boy, and lemme tell you, everyone says it and you never believe it, but life never works out in your favor. The one thing you want most, you can't have. You just can't or else you settle and never strive for more. Lol I don't know, I just made the last part up. But you shouldn't think that things will always work out for you simply because you want it. I've been working at him for seven years, and we are really great friends, but he doesn't want any more than that. We had the conversation I've been waiting years to have with him. A yes or no, should I still be trying kind of thing, and he said I shouldn't wait, nothing is going to happen, at least in the near future, he alluded to, because he said maybe for if anything could ever happen. In twenty years, we'll be completely different, and by then, who knows?
So, I'm free. I was very satisfied with the conversation, but the day we had it, I felt worse as the day went on. I'm okay now, but it's still... very difficult to only be friends with someone you can't be around and not like them. I don't see him everyday, so it's a little easier, but I still think about him an awful lot.
N then I went skiing and it sucked. More on that tomorrow I need sleep!
I've been going through some stuff recently, about a boy, and lemme tell you, everyone says it and you never believe it, but life never works out in your favor. The one thing you want most, you can't have. You just can't or else you settle and never strive for more. Lol I don't know, I just made the last part up. But you shouldn't think that things will always work out for you simply because you want it. I've been working at him for seven years, and we are really great friends, but he doesn't want any more than that. We had the conversation I've been waiting years to have with him. A yes or no, should I still be trying kind of thing, and he said I shouldn't wait, nothing is going to happen, at least in the near future, he alluded to, because he said maybe for if anything could ever happen. In twenty years, we'll be completely different, and by then, who knows?
So, I'm free. I was very satisfied with the conversation, but the day we had it, I felt worse as the day went on. I'm okay now, but it's still... very difficult to only be friends with someone you can't be around and not like them. I don't see him everyday, so it's a little easier, but I still think about him an awful lot.
N then I went skiing and it sucked. More on that tomorrow I need sleep!
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Artwork and such
So, a trend that I've noticed among my friends on here before me, once they have gone off to college, they are less and less frequent on this website. i find that I'm doing the same. I was in the process of uploading all my high school stuff, but i kinda stopped… I think it's because I'm spending more time out participating and learning and creating. Sorry if y'all were interested in my art, that I've kept you waiting. I'm going to go edit some things now and upload them, hopefully in order.
Hey y'all
How's it going? I feel like i haven't been on here in forever, but it's only been a few weeks.
Art school is going great. Well, community college, but art major. It's so much fun. Advice: if you don't want to put in effort to go back and relearn things you know, don't do it (unless you took AP and can skip basic classes.) More than half my class never comes to my Drawing I class, and it's so sad. Why did they do this if they don't want to attend the class?
My favorite is Color Theory. Looove it.
Making friends = Yay!
Work is aiight. Double shifts every weekend = not yay. Money = yay.
I still have to put up all my art from last school year.
It's impossible...
to try and write a song without singing out loud.
Mika is awesome, btw. If you don't know him, go look him up. Best person ever. Inspiring.
I've been having mojor wring blocks and idk why. Probably because I write about love too much and I don't have anything at the moment. Nothing strong enough. That could ever be, that is. Fucking a.
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