Life sucks, then you go skiing

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Hey guys. I know I haven't been on in a while. I've been solely on here with my new iPod touch 5 I got for Hannukah, but with school, homework and drama, and life drama, I've been too busy. I'm glad I had the moment the other day to put that poem up.

I've been going through some stuff recently, about a boy, and lemme tell you, everyone says it and you never believe it, but life never works out in your favor. The one thing you want most, you can't have. You just can't or else you settle and never strive for more. Lol I don't know, I just made the last part up. But you shouldn't think that things will always work out for you simply because you want it. I've been working at him for seven years, and we are really great friends, but he doesn't want any more than that. We had the conversation I've been waiting years to have with him. A yes or no, should I still be trying kind of thing, and he said I shouldn't wait, nothing is going to happen, at least in the near future, he alluded to, because he said maybe for if anything could ever happen. In twenty years, we'll be completely different, and by then, who knows?
So, I'm free. I was very satisfied with the conversation, but the day we had it, I felt worse as the day went on. I'm okay now, but it's still... very difficult to only be friends with someone you can't be around and not like them. I don't see him everyday, so it's a little easier, but I still think about him an awful lot.

N then I went skiing and it sucked. More on that tomorrow I need sleep!
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